Longing for the sun....

I am longing for the sun to return

for this black night to finally end

animals howling, creepers crawling

once oozing, now confidence falling

battles lost, ventures failed

lost everything i once had

situation turning worse from bad

still i hope for that one ray

to come forth n show me the way

no divine light for which i wish

i know, i have to dig down deep

my will is only mine to win

but sometimes its too much to ask

for a fallen soul to again grasp

to get up saying, "once more"

to loose again n come raging forth

faced with one more devastating defeat

but keep bringing forth those feet

all those ancient sages

numerous age old pages

say just one thing about me,

that sad thoughts surround me

i am their victim, following the dictum

waiting for that one ray of hope

after all this time to finally show up

i am longing for that sun to return

for this back night to finally end

My thoughts